uhh.. this will be my last entry for this blog. almost 2 years of nonsense. hahaha who would have thought that i'll be able to run this blog this long. it's all my friend's fault. she introduced me to this blogging shit...

i really don't know what to say anymore... maybe i just don't have to say anything anymore. i've told what i wanted to say through this thing, even though people who read it doesn't really get what i was writing. there are a lot of entries that i would only somehow understand. entries that only i can laugh about and cry over. whatever. it doesn't matter anymore. those people whom i write of doesn't exist anymore, at least i tried to think that they do not. perhaps someday they'll be merely memories of the past. i dunno... maybe they'll just go away and never bother me again, ever.

i'll be saying goodbye to a lot of things now. 3 more weeks before finals, no more than a month before i'll hold the last test paper i'll have in hs.

a lot will be missed. some will be forgotten. most will be forced to be forgotten. hahaha!

anyway, it's not like it is over right?

* i first started this blog because of a lost friendship... and somehow i'm here ending it the same way it started. now i'm back to square one. a friend lost and my heart broken. so much for changing*

alix | 9:13:00 PM